Cloudy day...

I wish I had a magic light I could just shine in my friends' way, cut through the rain and make them feel better.
But, there's no such thing, so I'll just have to do it the hard way :)
Any thing, any time, any way, any where... just name it, I'll be there.
Take care sweets..

Ghosts of birthdays past...

So I'm now officially one year older (actual date was Sunday, apparently Bondwalker has now made it an Australian Holiday). I generally think I don't worry much about my age. I'm not one of those people who get worried that "time is running out." The fact that I don't have a girlfriend or that I'm just about to go back to school doesn't worry me at all, at least consciously.
I have to say that I had a great time, I had a party on Saturday and people actually came, and I spent a good part of Sunday with a reaaally special person. But the week before was kind of weird. Not sad or anything, just weird. I kept having these flashbacks of sorts, things would come up that would remind me of important things that happened in the past both good and bad. And it was... well, weird. Comparing the life I had then, how I felt, who I was with, what was I thinking, what were my dreams... and where I am now. I saw a girl I used to go out with and she told me I'd changed a lot since then (a little bit over a year, year and a half maybe). And maybe I have, who knows ?
The important thing is, I guess, that I'm mostly happy with how life has treated me, or how I have managed to live through it. A year wiser, just as handsome haha, I can't complain. So what to do know... I guess I'll just start getting ready for next year!
And, btw, thanks to everybody who remembered and who helped make it a special day :)

Alone in the dark...

You know how sometimes you just need some time alone ? Time to spend with yourself, time away from it all ?
Well, then there are times when you find yourself alone, and you just wish you weren't, when you know you have friends but they're not in reach, when you'd give anything to have someone just smile back at you...

Take care, I'll try to write soon.

PS thanx for being here BW

One with the Universe...

I've always said it, now I even have a certificate that says so jaja. This past friday I took a Reiki course and I am now supposedly a channel for the energy in the universe. So there.
It was interesting, really, through the martial arts I've learned quite a bit about meditation and internal energy and what not, and this was something of the kind. All the energy using stuff was cool, but what I really liked was the philosophy: self-healing, inner balance and all that.
So, a new trick in the bag let's see where it takes me. In the end, learning new things is always cool. I think every new thing helps you understand more of the next. It's an unrealistic and impossible goal to learn eeeeverything, but a healthy curiosity is always the doorway to a sharper mind.
Remember that boys and girls u never know exactly what you may find usefull.
I need to go, but I promise to update tomorrow, read you then !