If he returns, why can't I ?

Damn, I knew I hadn't posted in a while, but I didn't realize it'd been over a month ! Someone should keep track of these things ! (that would be me, yeah, I know)
I was thinking about writing about everything that has kept me away from this blog: my one-sided love life, my desintegrating family, my trying to finance a year abroad, but I think mostly it's been my complete lack of organization, and probably my fear of what would come out if I actually sat down and typed. Which, when you think about it, is kind of ridiculous since the 5 people who do read this probably already know everything I go thru.
But, then again, when I decided to return to the whole internet authorship thing, I told myself I wouldn't just use this space to complain and pity myself, I'd use it to share. So I think I'd rather talk about Monday. A good day after a real crappy day. On Monday I didn't wait for the phone to ring, I just went ahead. And that's important, and I should do it more often. I decided I wanted to play some pool, something I hadn't done since a few months before Bondwalker left. Way too long if you ask me. Me, my cue stick and a michelada... if only there had been good music for all the two hours I spent there, it would have been perfect. Sometimes I really hate jukeboxes...
Then I called up a friend and almost ate a donkey (inside joke hehe) and went to a movie. It was a good day. It wasn't depressing, it was distracting, it was cool. And it was just what I needed. And yesterday, what I needed was to watch the Superman Returns trailer. And it was just sooo cool. You all know I have a serious hero complex. And it made me think. (Yeah, Superman made me think, got a problem with that ? There is one thing I can do better than almost anybody else, and you don't want to find out what it is ! ) So somethings weren't what I hoped they'd be. So life sometimes has a weird sense of humor. So I went away... so what ? Another morning, another day, another life.
Maybe returning isn't such a bad idea after all !