When ?!

Two months... a freakin' ocean... and it still gets to me, and it still hurts. When will it stop? When will I take my own advice and let it go? When will I finally be strong? As one of the songs says.. the problem maybe isn't that i can't... it's just that I may not want to. And while I get it through my thick skull that I'm just commiting slow mental suicide, the blood keeps boiling, and the sadness keeps reaching.

Sigh...

One day.. someday...